TemptingFate090

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A better Liar by TemptingFate090, literature

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A better Liar

I've never felt so scared before. What to do, when someone knows so much of yourself? I don't know how to throw these things away. I did something wrong. I opened up my mouth And my heart, and I let you see my soul. I shouldn't have done that. Because now you knoq what I think and how I feel and that scares me more than anything. If i could take it back, I would take all the thoughts and words and feelings, and I would never think or speak or feel them again. And I would never tell you, and you would never know what I don't want anyone to know. That I'm weak. I'm weak but I tell myself that I'm invincible. Every day, I tell myself

Empty-ness by TemptingFate090, literature

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Empty-ness

It always leaves me empty. No matter what you say to me, it always leaves me empty. I always feel like I'm only seeing a one-dimensional side of you. And yet, I want to see it all. I want to know the very being of your soul as if it were my own. Why can I not do this? Because as of late, you haven't been very deep. A sentence is a sentence and whether it is good or true or pure, it is not what I wish to hear. I wish for you to poor your heart out and let me see parts of yourself which no one has seen before. But the times we speak and the things we say don't come to that. Only three times. Three times have I come to you and been able to

The soul loves. by TemptingFate090, literature

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The soul loves.

I've opened my heart for you and made it so that you can read it's contents from 1,000 miles away. It seems that you don't understand How deal with that today So you told me a truth And I believed a lie And the shade of gray between is that you'll love me till' you die. So with the message I can see I open up my heart again And ask if I can see you And tell you what I meant. I never spoke in black or white I know that all I said was truth Believe that till' your dying day, And believe it despite your youth. So speak another word That is not worthless, but divine But only if you speak them with your heart and not your mind

Beautiful according to me by TemptingFate090, literature

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Beautiful according to me

Many times humans have asked me "Why can I not be beautiful and perfect?" And Often I have not known how to make them understand the world through my eyes. Although I am not sure whether or not my eyes see more clearly than others, or whether they have been blinded. But I can say with honesty that I see the world in the way I think it was meant to be seen. And In fact I think that any decent person, with truth, and rights, and morales- any decent person is beautiful and perfect all the same. And this is the way I will continue to think, until, God-forbid, someone blinds me, myself, like those who cannot comprehend what I'm trying to sa

Stand. by TemptingFate090, literature

My Epiphany by TemptingFate090, literature

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My Epiphany

Once I wrote a poem And I called it "Love" Because that's what it was about. Or what I thought it was about. But I was twelve and immature and stupid And didn't realize that I could never write about something so true Until I actually did know what I was writing about. And I realized that when that time came I would know all the words I wanted to say And I would know how to write them And how to make them come out And maybe they wouldn't sound pretty Or look pretty when you were reading them, but... They would be real, and good, and true.

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Invincibility by TemptingFate090, literature

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Invincibility

I am never quite sure if it is my head or my heart or some other unknown force of nature or rather just myself That made me dump salt on a lemon and take a bit out of it with no facial expression that showed I even cared in the least bit what I was doing. Because I've just come to the conclusion that I can think myself to the point of non-normallacy. To the point of not caring that this lemon with salt... tastse' extremely bitter.

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You didn't even say hello. by TemptingFate090, literature

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You didn't even say hello.

I feel so happy when I see your name On that computer screen But I hate that That I can't open that email Not yet. Because I don't want to. I'm always so anxious to hear what you have to say. I wonder if you feel the same when you see my name on your computer screen. And if you don't, I wish I could be more like you. Like I'm trying not to let it effect me. But your far away now. I almost feel like your in heaven. I want so bad to know what you have to say. But until I can open that email, and drink up those words like they're the last I'll hear from you, I'll just let it sit in my inbox. Because I know I'll be disappointed. It

I was always right... by TemptingFate090, literature

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Deviant for 18 years
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Favourite cartoon character: Sam manson, Helga Pataki, yumi Ishyama, and....*drum roll* old school scooby doo!
Personal Quote: Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm.

Favourite Movies

My Girl, The Notebook, titanic, Million Dollar Baby, The Family Stone, Just Friends.

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Sugar Ray Tom Petty and The Heart Breakers Justin Timberlake Matchbox 20 Mariah Carey Sheryl Crow

Favourite Writers

no one has claimed that title in my heart yet....

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Scanner, Nice colored pencils, those pens with the nice ink, and the ocassional marker.

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TemptingFate090

Jul 14, 2007

5 weeks left

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5 weeks left before school starts.... I told myself that would update my page with tons of new deviations since I would have time during the summer. .....I've just now started to do that. I haven't written any fanfics lately either...I'm working on one though, one in my head. :p ....And I still haven't finished my summer reading. >__< *~*Clubbin'*~* #Code-Lyoko-Club (https://www.deviantart.com/code-lyoko-club) :iconcodelyokoclub: :iconsam-fans: :iconyumifans: :iconvlad-fans: :iconyumi-X-ulrich-club: :icondannyxsam-club: _____________________________________ and this club I'm in charge of: :iconhelga-fans:

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TemptingFate090

Oct 31, 2006

to go, or not to go?

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eh...OMG So I'm sitting here, at home, contemplating whether or not I should skip school. There's like an ANgel on my right shoulder telling me to go, and a devil on my left telling me not to go....I mean, I HATE school! If my best friend was there, it would be better, but, sometimes you just need some time by yourself, in the house, where you can play any kind of music you want without the inturruptions...besides, no one will ever know... clubs I'm in: #Code-Lyoko-Club (https://www.deviantart.com/code-lyoko-club) :iconcodelyokoclub: :iconsam-fans: :iconyumifans: :iconvlad-fans: :iconyumi-x-ulrich-club: :icondannyxsam-club: _____________________________________ and this club

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TemptingFate090

Oct 11, 2006

5 requests

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The first five people to comment on this journal will get request-sketches from me. Only, you have to post this in your journal in return. Hehe...AS IF people want pics from me! ^^; But, I've got to follow the rules! So, go ahead and ask away! 1. ~Hyperknucklesgc (https://www.deviantart.com/hyperknucklesgc) (which, no...isn't finished yet...sry. :blush:) 2. empty 3. empty 4. empty 5. empty -------------- clubs I'm in: :iconcode-lyoko-club: :iconcodelyokoclub: Cause' that show rocks! :iconsam-fans: :iconyumifans: :iconvlad-fans:   Cause' these people ROCK! :iconyumi-x-ulrich-club: :icondannyxsam-club:    Cause' these couples ROCK! ------------------------------------